Mom is going to the hospital in the morning. She went to the doctor this week. She had an EKG and was told that she's had a heart attack before, we don't know when, and she needs to go to the hospital and get tests done. :( I'm going with her in the morning

In other news, I shall be turning 22 this month. On the 21st. And I'm going to Disney! Its free on your birthday. Huzzah.

I was making eggs at my Mom's house. This is how the eggs formed. I take it as a sign of a good day ahead.

Mom and I fail so hard. So we were trying to secure something to the roof of her car. And we use straps and put them through the windows. Only to realize we can't open the doors now. Lol

We dukes of hazzarded it in through the windows. Lol

Mom's house was a fiasco. She threw all of my books and such into the back yard and what was worse? She even shattered this little clay kitty I had made for her when I was little. It broke my heart. I mean, she just threw it on the ground. I'm in tears at this point. And she was just so damn mean to me. When I saw all of my stuff just thrown out onto the concrete patio... if Denise hadn't been there I would've gotten into a HUGE fight with her and left all my shit there.

So, my mother has gone even crazier. She sent me two texts this morning at 7:52 am (I was out cold asleep)
First Text:
Come pick up ur shit off my porch or it goes 2 curb
mel

Second Text:
All can fit in ur car so no excusses
mel

And I sent her one back saying I'd pick it up tomorrow morning, when I had help, and she said that was okay, and it'd be on the porch. (She's still nuts, ps) And she responded:
It will b on back porch. I have 2 help libby most of day. use side gates
mel

So I'm like, alright, cool. I'm still irritated that she's still being like this, but I call up my friend Denise and she's going to help me early in the morning to get my stuff and bring it to Melbourne, and we're going to possibly end up taking both my car and hers depending if we can fit it all in my car. Then I get a call around 3. Mom calls me and tells me "There is a truck here, come here and get your shit now, or I'm lighting it on fire" Well you know what? If there is a truck there, put my stuff in it and send it to Melbourne.
I TOLD her I'd be there in the morning and that I didn't have the gas to go to Cocoa, back to Melbourne and then BACK to Cocoa tonight for work. She told me she didn't care, to come and get my shit now. That's when I told her I'd be there in the morning. She had said that was alright earlier. She got shitty with me and I hung up on her. That's when Maggie took my phone from me so I wouldn't break it. I was so angry.
I mean, I told her I'd get in the morning. Because I'd be in Cocoa anyway. Her house is 10 mins from work. Like 5 miles or something. I'm not going to drive 35 minutes from Melbourne (Fucking 25 miles south of her house) during the day, to try and pack all of this shit into my tiny Grand Am by myself, to bring it back to Melbourne, then get maybe a couple of hours of sleep and then go BACK to Cocoa in the morning. AND if she messes with my stuff or damages it, that's it. I'm calling the cops. She can't damage my stuff like that. I mean, come on. I told her I'd be there in the morning. Whats the big damn deal?
*sigh* I'm so sick of it. I really am. What did I do to possibly get this crazy reaction from her. I mean, she doesn't even consider me family anymore.

[/rant] I'll update tomorrow on how everything goes. Thanks to everyone who has been there for me. And for everyone who has had to listen to the ongoing drama. I hate all of this so much.

To Do List:

- Do laundry as soon as I get off work
- Pack up my stuff and put it in my car
- Meet up with Josh to get money for the cell bill
- Move, AGAIN, this time to Maggie and TJ's house in Melbourne, of whom are amazing and I love them to pieces.

Yes, you heard me right. I'm moving. AGAIN. Barb's kicked me out this time. For no reason, really. She just wants her house to herself. And I haven't saved up enough money to move out. Mind you, its hard to save up your money to move into your new apartment when you're paying someone $200 a month to stay with them. So Maggie and TJ said I can come and stay with them until I have the money saved up to move into my new apartment. Only thing that sucks is that Melbourne is about 30 minutes from work. A bit of a pain, but I can't complain.
So yet again, I've been thrown out of my place of residence by one of my parents. What the hell... *head desk* Of course, my mom won't let me come stay with her until I have the money for my new place. I swear I'm going to start having abandonment issues soon. Honestly. *sigh*

So yes, I need to do laundry and once again pack up my stuff. Fun fun fun.

In iPhone news, the update doesn't happen until 1 pm today. Bah hum bug. Damn damn damn. But I still get it today, so its all good.

Well, I'm off to read until my shift is over. And boo! No one commented on my pictures in my entry two entries ago. :( I need the looooooooooove!

My current song, Don't Look Back In Anger? Perfect mood music. Its a fantastic cover of the Oasis song, done by Maroon 5. Of whom is great at doing Oasis songs. If anyone wants it, let me know. I love sharing this song.